| Location | Harlow Essex |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 09/12/1989 |
| Date of Death | 01/09/2006 |
| Visitors | 6,587 since 08/05/2007 |
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tommy jones was stabbed and killed on the 1st september 06 he was 16 years old he had just left
school and was working doing basement convertions he lived in harlow essex tommy had 3 brothers and
2 sisters tommy also had a baby on the way which should be born this week and tommy had cousions he
called his bothers and sisters there is a lot of people that tommy ment alot to he had a lot of
friends and family and we all miss him very much everyone called him HARLOWS TOP BOY and i am very
poud of that , tommy was very sporty and loved animals best of all dogs tommy was a hard worker and
a loyal friend tommy was handsome and strong and had a cheeky grin tommy was no saint but wot young
lively lad is ,since toms death i have started a knife crime campain if anyone would like to read
and sign the petition go to WWW.TOMMYSLAW.CO.UK thankyou xx
how i fill
as i sit here all alone gazing into space
i think of all the times we had and memorize your face
every little beauty spot dimple line or hair
so when you left i closed my eyes and always had you there
now i start to worry as the image slowly fades
sometimes i cant even find the memories that we made
am i going crazy cos i scream and then i shout
its all i have left in me
cos now im all cryed out
every day gets better people tell me when im sad
but right now i fill worse than every yesterday iv ever had
god this pain is awful i dont want it anymore
how do i deal with a pain iv never felt befor
anger came and went and was replaced with misery
sleepless nights and emptiness have taken over me
when i see my friends thay make me happy for a while
but then again i no its just a temporary smile
every day i wake up and remember that your gone
then im filling guilt as even sleeping feels so wrong
how can life be normal now
i just cannot see
if theres no more tommy then maybe theres no more me
love you tommy kel xx
will never stop missing you xx
life is so hard without you i think of you all the time still cant get my head round things why you my boy you had so much living to do so much to see babys tom 2 now you should be here with your son looking out for him i love you so much everyone still misses you you were so loved and liked i will never forget you NEVER xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
☆GOD BLESS.☆
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☆ LOVE TRICIA☆
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♥* *♥* Simply Put. *♥* *♥*
Simply put ...I really miss you
I've continued to ask why
Life took this dreadful wrong turn...
Now I often sit and cry
*♥* *♥*
Simply put ...my heart is broken
Most people have no clue
Unless they live this heartache...
They don't know what I've lived through
*♥* *♥*
Simply put... I long to hug you
Share a gentle warm embrace
Often spend each day just wishing....
This truth could somehow be erased
*♥* *♥*
Simply put... I can't remember...
The last time I heard your voice
Memories are often painful...
I was not given any choice
*♥* *♥*
Simply put... I know I'm grieving
Won't get better through the years
I have learned some coping methods...
To accept this new frontier
*♥* *♥*
Simply put... I'm good at masking
Denying what I feel
For I know deep down inside me...
I will never truly heal.
*♥* *♥*
Simply put...I really miss you
No one knows the pain I bear
Simply put... there is no reason
Losing you was just not fair.
*♥* *♥*
love Tricia (Joes mam)
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Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles Might Not Be Lit Until Monday Next Week It's My Birthday On Saturday So I Will Be Missing Christopher Even More Than Usual... Bless Him X
Grief Is Like A River
My grief is like a river,
I have to let it flow,
But I myself determine
Just where the banks will go.
Some days the current takes me
In waves of guilt and pain,
But there are always quiet pools
Where I can rest again.
I crash on rocks of anger;
My faith seems faint indeed,
But there are other swimmers
Who know that what I need
Are loving hands to hold me
When the waters are too swift,
And someone kind to listen
When I just seem to drift.
Grief's river is a process
Of relinquishing the past.
By swimming in hope's channels,
I'll reach the shore at last.
If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.
There will always be another day
To say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say
Our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Hello Tommy....
Just thought id come and say hello.... Just been looking at some pictures of you, i remember that cheeky smile like i saw you yesterday... Missing you loads like normal.... always will... Hope your alright up there and looking down on us still.... Anyway Boy, Night Night... Sleep Tight Babe.... Bet them angels are loving you up there :) ... until we meet again... Love you xxxxx
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hello hansome boy. what you been up to. tom we all miss you so much even mia and billyboy talk about you all the time. she was telling everyone about your bad hand the other day.she is as big as ever and as heavy as you like. and billy boy is little and like a feather. shanie has a lovly little place now. and jay is staying at sixth form. leah is doing ok she sends you kisses. and jim well i wish you were here to help with him i cant do anything to help. but i no he would of listened to you he always did.i no his messed up since you aint been here. he is always talking about his big brother tommy even to new people he needs you and thay took you from us. thay say the best go first and you were the best. love you tom xxxxxxx
sorry tommy its been so long. jay broke our laptop and only just got new one.keep watching over us all missing you loads ben came over at christmas he talked about you loads everyone sends loads of love and kisses come see us soon love kel xxxxxxx
Thinking of you all
♥ ♥ Missing You♥ ♥
♥ ♥ No words I write can ever say♥ ♥
♥ ♥ How much I miss you every day.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ As time goes by, the loneliness grows;♥ ♥
♥ ♥ How I miss you, nobody knows!♥ ♥
♥ ♥ I think of you in silence,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ I often speak your name,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ But all I have are memories♥ ♥
♥ ♥ And photos in a frame.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ No one knows my sorrow,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ No one sees me weep,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ But the love I have for you♥ ♥
♥ ♥ Is in my heart to keep.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ I've never stopped loving you-♥ ♥
♥ ♥ I'm sure I never will;♥ ♥
♥ ♥ Deep inside my heart,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ You are with me still.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ Heartaches in this world are many ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ But mine is worse than any.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ My heart still aches as I whisper low,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ "I need you and I miss you so."♥ ♥
♥ ♥ The things we feel so deeply♥ ♥
♥ ♥ Are often the hardest to say,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ But I just can't keep quiet any more,♥ ♥
♥ ♥ So I'll tell you anyway.♥ ♥
♥ ♥ There is a place in my heart♥ ♥
♥ ♥ That no one else can fill;♥ ♥
♥ ♥ I love you so, my precious♥ ♥ ,
♥ ♥ And I always will.♥ ♥
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